faz-in-a-box's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this can't just be writer's block argh! i hate this. i've been working on this story for a few months now and you know what? i hate it! its just not flowing right and i feel like i'm forcing chapters out. worse still, it hasn't been thought through properly and its a mess. i hardly know where i'm going next and i'm sure my readers can see right through it. my dialogue's flat and all my characters sound the same. somehow, there seems to be sexual tension but i for one am not in control of how it got there and thats not how it should be. i should be telling a story, not a series of events that just somehow link together from one scene to the next. gosh, but what kills me the most is the people who are reading my stuff. i feel awful for leaving them hanging. and i feel like one of those one-hit wonders.... like i wrote one great story which has been nominated for countless awards and been reviewed on external sites but then i just haven't been able to follow it up with another complete piece of work. and i know it shouldn't be this hard coz that story certainly wasn't. it all just flowed out. so why has this one become such a chore? perhaps this is just a passing phase but for now, i'm just feeling sick of this story :( 4:49 p.m. - January 15, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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