faz-in-a-box's Diaryland Diary

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i wish i had balls

the dude called me this morning (at 4 friggin' AM). i wish i had said:
why are you still calling me? Whatever twisted relationship we had is clearly over and I've come to terms with the fact that not only did you never apologise nor will you, you probably had no clue how you hurt me nor would you let me tell you because you'd turn it upside down and tell me i was being ridiculous. i've worked really hard at getting over you and i was doing so well. i don't even think about you that much anymore. i've tried to move on. i'm not sure if i can pretend to be friends after eveything thats happened. not yet anyways. so unless you're calling to tell me you've realised what an ass you were, why are you calling?

instead, i talked to him about the weather and my trip and about the old days when we really were friends. i'm such a pussy.

11:47 a.m. - January 11, 2007

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